- M o o d R e p o r t # 1 -

Last night after work straight away go studio practice dance,

we have to hurry up to done the dance so everything we go fast..

When we practice a turning step side to side that time

one of my partner suddenly fall down on floor hurt her knee also..

Ouch!!! Her knee's bone break it move to aside..

She damn geng! Move it back by herself...arhhh......Pain ah..

After she go see doctor and tell us bad news that she have to rest,

can't continue join the competition.. *sigh...*

Wasted..She a good dancer...

After practice ah t0i come pick up me and bring me go kepong dinner, (actually he want go there get stuff from his producer so bring me there dinner too)

We go Kepong Food Court there makan dinner, go there me sure will order this food..

CHEESE HOTDOG!! My favorite =p

Last time this food court is at kuchai lama,

so can eat always and anytime..

Somemore is made by my friend PC's aunty..

So go with him can got free cheese hotdog n uncle bob chicken eat..

But now move to kepong there already.. =( Quite far..

All the food in the Food Court is not bad quite nice 1,

so once i go there sure wanna eat alot thing..Want eat this and that...Ah t0i ask me to behave don't lose control =D *hahaha...*

Cause still on diet to slim down for the dance competition.. =p

So in the end me order a korean pork rice and 2 cheese hotdog *muahaha..*

Today me lunch with my parents also,

today made them at downstair wait me around 40min..

Cause before me want out boss ask me help him done 3 booklet,

*argh..* my heart was thinking 'shit..sure cant out on time already..' So end up me used 40min to done that 3 booklet.. (-_-'')

My dad face black black already when i get into car..

Lucky he understand it is my job...

So this is my lunch!!

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 3 -

Yeah....Last weekend me finally can sleep bao bao!!
Sleep till 11something only wake up =D
Cause me hurt my knee so cant really dance so my saturday morning class cancel.. Next week cannot like this already, have to work hard go class..
Saturday after wake up follow ah t0i go PRS casting,
stay till 4something then go studio, then home and yam cha and sleep..
Sunday sleep till ard 12pm also don't feel like want to wake up keep sleeping, then get a warm hug hug only awake =p
then ah t0i bring me go Brickfields eat breakfast..
Nice..I like to eat, next time take a picture and post it.. =)
After that follow ah t0i go out with his producer them..
They suddenly say wan go snooker so me just can follow..
That place cold and is smoking area so make my nose suffer, and make my eyes tired..When we going back that time me and ah t0i got some arguement again..
'same' thing..This time to choose to me slient,
cause me should not be like that too.....


And today one of my friend write me this..
I felt it so meaningfull..

'when 2 person first to get to know each other,
they see the nice side of each other;
when they start fall in, they see the best side of each other;
when they together, they see the real side of each other
when they hav misunderstand, they see the ugly side of each other;
when they are out of relation, they miss the nice side of each other where they first met. '

- M a l u + P a i n !!! -

=( argh.........Bad Luck!!
don't know why so bad luck, very 'lun chun'..
maybe keep thinking while walking out to get my lunch,
suddenly fall down PK on road.. =(
damn malu and pain!! cause fall down on the road there,
i think alot people saw it..
but i just can act like nothing fast fast stand up go aside..
faster check my hands and legs got bleeding or not,
cause i feel very pain after get up..
hands just got scratch not that deep so no bleeding,
legs never check cause still feel malu so fast fast go get food and leave..
Back to office go toilet wash hands and clean it,
then pull my pant up and see its bleeding... *swt*
Today me wear that pants quite long is cover my knee,
who know still get hurt bleeding somemore.. (= =')
My pants also got a small hole there.. *argh....*
PAIN ah!! Long time no this kind of feeling already,
after fall down feel myself like those little girl just learn how to walk and fall down.. *LoL...*
Tonight don't know still can go class or not,
cause pain..But i don't want cancel my class also...
How??? Anyone can help me? =(

He said me not support him and giving him pressure again..

Am i ? Maybe...

So sorry...I'm trying...

- S o m e M e m o r y -

Today like usual, me nothing do in office..
Just online do searching for called list,
and SAME! On msn and facebook.. *hehe...*
Usually me on facebook also is log in those game me like to play,
be 8, see anyone update new picture or not..
So me accidentally click in and saw some sweet wedding photo,
is upload by a senior..Feel so happy and surprise,
cause long time no contact with them already..
Miss them sooooo....They is me in secondary school 1st year cheerleading senior..
Now few of them get married and got their baby already,
from their picture i can feel that their happiness..
Don't why really happy meet back them at facebook there,
maybe last time in school they very sayang me
(that year me 14th, little girl =p)
They treat me as their little sister..
All the memory flashing back in my mind...

- i R e m e m b e r -

Tonight after class should be he come fetch me home,
cause Wed around studio here got pasar malam hard to get parking,
and he need to get his assignment from me and pass me the pen
so at noon me ask him after work come pick me up at studio there..
So me not driving to class, send by my dai sou..
But around 9pm, get his called by his producer phone number
cause his phone no battery..
He told me can't make it to come send me home at 10pm,
cause tomorrow suddenly got shoot,
when i heard about it me also worry how i home?
cause im not driving..he ask me to ask help from a friend but i don't want..
feel ma fan people and cause of some reason..
When i heard about it on the spot i really angry unhappy and ngmm song,
so i just answer 'never mind, fine..i find my way home..'
then hang up his called...

My dad usually is going to bed already, so no choice have to ask help from my brother..(sigh.....don't like ask help from him cause he same with my dad, keep ngam and ngam..)
So end up alone wait brother at studio outside around 20min,
at that time i keep calm down myself...
ask myself to relax not to angry, be a lovely and understanding girl..
And i got promise too.. I can't break it...
But i want something too... Be fair..
He cause of phone no battery so after me hang up no call or sms me anymore,
around 11something only use his friend phone to give me a call told me still busy there,
will be late home, after home only contact me....

Now my feeling is unhappy, but i never angry anymore..
This time i be guai and trying to understanding,
But maybe he don't think so....................
I remember what we say that day and the C.O.U..

*And i really don't wish/want to see those thing anymore..
do you know? and do you know why? i told you before...
I really selfish and sensitive...mind about it..
Me control-ing myself not to click and see after told you,
but heart keep wanna know you got listen it or not..
After click and see....still there...
Heart feel like drop down from high strair..
I also don't know why i so mind about it, mayb i jealous..
Now.......heart will keep wondering but me control not to see..
But...................*

- I Don't Like -

Just finished customize my blog, Fresh New Look!!

Nice...I like it so..=)

Maybe some other will do the same or mine same with other,

but i don't care, cause i can't control it or etc...

But someone's blog i CARE i MIND about it..

'I care what you post, I mind what u write there'

Although its long time ago, but i still mind about it..

It let me feel like you still keep those thing in your mind or etc..

I'm selfish, I'm sensetive..

Me accidentally click it and read some,

read your latest that post i know you saying something to me,

other is old post, 2 years ago...

You are writing your OLD memory/story,

And those WORD you using there,

like never use/say to me before or seldom...

(YES!! I'm jealous! I don't like,

i don't like same with other or why me don't have?)

My heart feel abit hard feeling on it..

When i ask you, you say half edit..

mean half is true right?

And i can't know which one is half edit, which one is half true..

I'll think much or imagine (automatically)

So me ask you to remove it since all is passed,

but you sound like wanna keep it..

I know is NOTHING there..

But my heart feel not nice...

Hope you understand...

But......

You never...............

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 2 -

Another week again!!
Last weekend from friday night be with ah t0i until mon,
play too much with ah t0i also so make me feel abit lazy =p
last weekend like is OUR last weekend,
cause ah t0i finished his final exam already now also start his training le...
so the time will become unstable unfix...

Hmmm.....yesterday on leave plan go body check and go imbi buy medic
(also is stay one more day with ah t0i la =p)
but all the clinic also full house!! so me don't want stay there wait
(alot virus =x)
today back to office work, boss like angry already...*scare scare*
Sigh............
was thinking wanna resign change work or not,
but don't dare simple make decision...
also don't know myself can survival over here how long...
anyway....will try my best to work hard to survival over here..

AUGUST!!!
28th August coming soon!!
mean my belly dance competition date is getting near,
our dance not yet complete and me not yet keep fit too =(

so worry....

Have to control HARD and HARD!!! Do not eat too much!!

but last night after dinner at ah t0i house not long then me lying on bed

watch 'Sin Chan' and eating Rocky =p

*Hehe....quite enjoy with it =p but FAT!*

*Can't sleep without him at HIS place..So Warm*