D e c e m b e r - Practice Hard For Perfomance

December!

Today is 14th of December already,

few more day is our performance day already..

although it not the 1st time there for performance,

but still will feel a bit nervous.. but we can do it! *gambateh*

From last week busy with class until now,

almost everyday class but why i never slim down a bit 1? :(

this is make me feel sad..

- L a t e U p d a t e F o r N o v e m b e r -

Argh.............

so fast today is 1st of december..

I'm late :(

i never update my november blog..

wanna update on last few week but cause of busy in office can't update,

lazy at home so no update...

November..... *hmmm*

what i did on november?

it just seem like day time as usual morning work evening balik,

night busy with dance class and practice for december year end performance..

nothing special, but feel quite stress..

for day time work, i need to think some new design..

for night time class, i need to think alot new step for few dance..

and need to learn Nobody dance step to teach a new class(request from them)

*argh....*

my brain FULL lah...and sometimes stuck as well.. :(

but lucky i still can manage with it...

really quite tired....

but i never slim down 1..*crying*

Today is 1st of december time passed so fast,

left one more month then 2011..

at here wanna say something to my darling

(i don't know he will read my blog or not, 90% no i think)

but i still wanna write also..

darling,

thanks for everything in this year again..

same as usual,

we stick together always,

we crazy together always,

we makan fat together always,

we keep fit do sit-up together always,

(but dar always lazy also :D )

we do fight sometimes also,

we do argue sometimes also..

but we still face everything together :)

Love ya always..

And me now me need to speed up for my dance class,

cause left not much time..

the performance is on 18th december!

*Ganbateh*

- O c t o r b e r -

October~~~ So fast is year end already..
This month will be more concentrate on dance class,
cause we going join a competition on 29th Oct at Taylor's College!

At 1st we thought just go have a try since we got full set costume and everything,
who know we made it into top 10! *happy~~*
We don't know we will get it or not la..cause it need VOTE from supporter..
We don't have much back up cause the competition date is on Friday :(
all working not free to come, and it need vote by coupon somemore..*sigh*
but we will do our best also la..
http://commfest.blogspot.com/2010/10/reasons-you-should-come-to-commfest.html
Go click and have a look the audition video and more detail for the competition (lazy to type) :p

And last Sunday 10.10.10 we just finished performance on bukit kiara,
what a special day and we have performance together..
although it not really smooth la when we perform cause we throw the clothes on floor it blocking me to dance :( abit spoil jor.. And ah t0i got wedding job on that day also (very last minute)
so make me don't have camera man, my performance is frm morning 11am to 2am and his wedding is on day time also..*sad*


But we make it to dinner at night la..
thought go cheras have some italy food but the restaurant CLOSE :(
then change plan to KL 'Delicious' have our dinner, but we keep miss the road
and both of us super hungry so end up we eat at pavilion..*swt*

We also walk around and take some photo :p

And his birthday is coming~~~
next monday, 1st thought plan to go some where holiday as celebration 1..
but he need save money for his camera so cancel it,
so now what can i plan is relax hang out dinner as celebration..
But another bad news coming is his product shoot need RE-SHOOT again..*argh*
on this coming sat or sun mean 16th or 17th, got the bad feeling it will fall on sunday :(
at 1st is say re-shoot on tue but suddenly cancel again..So hope it push again, push to after 18th shoot..

- L a t e s t -

After change to work in kai yea's shoe company really busy already..
Don't have much time to online update blog..

About 28th the dance competition we get champion! :)
So happy with it, and is our 1st time join competition in new jazz dance..

For more photo and dance video pls visit http://dancewiththemove.blogspot.com/ :)

And now we going to join another one, is from taylor's college..
Next friday we will go for the audition.. :) hope that we can make it again..

Last night follow darlin go for a wedding event job :)
although it abit tired and boring, cause i not really need to do anything,
just help him carry those battery and tape, help him backup some picture thats all..
most of the time me also is stand at aside, but quite fun ;)
After the wedding done is around 12am, both of us damn hungry..
Wanna eat steamboat but it close and scare too heavy,
so in the end we ate bak kut teh..*yum yum*
And take away CHEESE HOTDOG from kepong food court there..hehe....

So fast now is end of Sept already,
and it mean ah t0i birthday coming also.. :)
need to prepare present and surprise for him..
what he want and need i cant really get for him, cause i'm poor..
but will try my best get what i can get for him :)
i want his every year birthday also full of surprise and happiness :) *hug*

- D a n c e C o m p e t i t i o n -

Long time no update blog again,
lately keep busy with dance competition..
Join a dance competition with few student, we quite rush again..
cause august only decide to join the competition and the date is on 28th august.
we done the step on last minute, so is quite hard for some of them catch up..
abit worry about it, but hope everything will be fine on tml :)

And this time so ngam dar outstation to sabah few day for work,
cant accompany me go for the competition and cant be my camera man :(
how i wish u can be with me.. but no choice :(
wish us luck ya~~

- I-C i t y, L i g h t W o n d e r l a n d -

Sunday, 27th July 2010
me teh ah t0i bring me outing for photo shoot,
since he free and long time no take photo for me already :D
and never really do outdoor shooting for me..
so we decide go shah alam i-city..
Light Wonderland~~

5something reached there then start our photo shooting,
half way feel hungry then rest for dinner and too many people already..
after dinner we continue...
until 12am!
both of us also feel shock :D
*haha...*

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 29 -

Hmmmmm.......my title is 'weekly report' but actually not :p
cause abit lazy down and abit busy with new job also..
*haha....*

that ah t0i few weekend no accompany me already,
cause of busy with work and with his those SI FU..
finally last weekend is FREE for me...
saturday night we go for dinner as celebrate our 2nd anniversary!
*yipeee...*
last month we decide delay to celebrate our anniversary cause of
our finance problem,
so now only celebrate.. :p
at first plan to go zanmai pasta dinner,
but in the end me change my mind want go eat korean bbq :D
so we go damansara perdana have our korean bbq dinner as our 2nd anniversary celebration..
*yummy~~~*

Happy 2nd anniversary my darlin~~!
*hug*

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 28 -

So fast work at HTP here almost 3 week le..
learn something new but still got something can't really accept yet..
and really poor this month, almost can't survive..
really headache about it...
after this month really have to work hard save back my money..

from May, in our life got some change...
something happened..
we trying to learn everything together,
but sometimes will cause of something argue..
but i tried my best to give way..
but sometimes the sensitive is still there,
cause of something happened also..
really alot thing 'something' happend in this few month..

hope everything will be fine and smooth..

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 27 -

Last Thursday night something happened it make me very sad and hurt,
i thought it wont happen on me anymore..
But.....................................
Hope it wont happened again..

This week me start new job le,
jobless around two month already..
Now work at kai yea's company,
first few day is dai sou bring me go meet some designer and buyer..
And today me drive alone go kelana jaya meet a designer,
i make it!! :D
Start work one week only,
next week she outstation two week i need to handle everything..
*argh*
a bit stress and worry...

*praying for myself*

- U p d a t e -

Skip few week never update this blog,
and today free abit so update now...

finally me resign insurance that job,
cause really dont like it..
and i off 2 month already,
really need to back to work and earn money..
now decide to work at kai yea's company as sales position,
try to learn something new..
and the offer is not bad, and i need income
so i have to take it..
before this me almost everyday stuck in the bad mood,
stress, down, confuse, regret..
now settle down already..

but another problem pop up,
*sigh....*
what i can do for it?

now this few day also busy to clean up the small room,
almost done, and my place got a new member to join in (temporary)..
don't know is good or bad..
same thing, hope everything will be fine..

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 26 -

sigh.....really moody now..cause of job and money..

really dont like this job, so decide to resign get another job..

but should i resign now or when i get new job?

i really dont like insurance this job..

it make me feel dizzy headache..

maybe u may say me lazy...

i wish to focus on my dance life when i still young..

day job for me is only $$ no other..

maybe at the fisrt me already wrong step,

never think properly...feel regret..

but the time is cannot get back..

*headache*

last saturday end up go singapore with him and his sis,

but it very tired..3something reach there then walk around get food eat..

but i get some new toys there also :D

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 25 -

today is the second day me to work at the new place Tmn Desa..
feel so difference, all the work i need to do at there also difference..
but those people there not bad quite nice..
but i keep feel not cope, and dont really like the job..
will try to work few month if like it will continue,
if really dont like it will look for new job again..

yesterday wanna update blog, but have no time..
cause first day work, the feeling just like a kid first day school
so have to be guai, dont really dare to online..
at night thought ask someone to fetch me when i finish work,
accompany me dinner and share my feeling with him..
but he come with a tired face (no choice i understand) talk what with him also blur..
back to his place but something happened, so my dinner and chatting time also delay to 9something..in the end back to my place ta pau only..
about the chat time dont have already...

and today he told me a bad news about the trip,
he told me last night he will go singapore trip with his sis this weekend,
ask me want to join or not of cause im happy..cause long time no go there really wish to go..
but in the end told me next time bring me go cause car not place for me...
when i heard it......my heart from high drop into the deep hole..
my tears just like a waterfall..
but what can i do or say? i just wondering if you want to bring me along why dont think another way and not just give me a called tell me that?
maybe is me not understanding again, dont know what your family think about it..
so now keep think alot..maybe yes..i'm a outsider..
sometimes your word hurt me but you dont know..
sometimes your attitude make me feel sad but you dont know..
maybe is me not understand again..

- U n t i t l e -

yes..is me again..
is my problem again, is me finding problem again..
me giving word again...
this time i lazy to talk about it,
lazy to find friend talk with it..
usually me will get some close or nice to talk friend to do complain and etc..
to let myself feel better..
but this time me really lazy to tell...
cause i feel no point...
sigh.............
everytime tell the same thing i also feel myself fan and sien..
what i want and wish to get also say alot time before..
now lazy to say already...
im really tired with it.......
my fault, my problem..
is on me...

SELFISH..


Thanks,
Night.

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 24 -

Last few week keep sick then went to do body check..
Get the report already..
Phew....Lucky dont have any big Problem..

But got few part need to take care :
1) cholesterol abit high
cannot eat so much prawn and egg =(
both also is my fav.
2) blood pressure abit low
need to rest more..
3) calcium not really enough
need to take more milk
but i dont drink milk
then doc say can take soya or CHEESE =D
so i can eat more cheese cake! *haha*
4) why will always headache cause of
weather no good blood pressure abit low and im tension *LoL*
need to let myself relax, dont be so stress..
tension?!
when ah t0i heard doc say this he want to laugh also..
wondering where is my tension come from?
cause of online play game it make me feel tension!? *haha..*

Last week not really feel good,
cause always argue with him again..
Sometimes he really make me feel so tired..
Cause always need me to repeat again and again..
And sometimes the way he talk to me or say to me make me feel sad also,
like his heart dont have me, im not that important..
But i know he is fighting for his future,
but cant just left me like this..
I want you to BALANCE it..

That day cousin ask me May wanna go Redang or not..
ah t0i also ok with it..
yeah..... can go there relax and take more picture =D

- Is Sick Again -

Sick again.. =(
Keep not feeling well headache dizzy faint vomit..
Finally went to do body check up,
need to wait one week for the result..

Headache about my dance class again,
last night is my first aerobic class..Not that good..
I feel failed to teach aerobic...
Need to do more practice on it.. =(

This two day keep sweet with him at first argue as ending..
Why? What happen?
Everytime also cause of some small matter..
Is he still not understand me or me too lau gai?
Sigh.....
Keep thinking a solution way..
Wanna talk nicely..Feel like we got different mind...
He dont deal with me, i dont like his way..
Dont want to keep like this, so what can i do is shut not to lau gai..
But can i hold it? not to lau gai?
Maybe i too sticky....
I dont know what to do..
Speechless...
But just want you to know i care about you..

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 23 -

Is mid night now,
heavy rain outside,
and me
on his bed with my laptop and wireless mouse :D
Doing my thing..

What am i doing?
Facebook..
Blog-ing..
Searching nice thing around.. :D

And ah t0i at aside doing his editing work, *haha..*
so pity...

This week time feel like pass so fast,
last few day got back the bad feeling,
like those negative mind and etc..
But finally today he give me some warm..

We club at saturday night cause of Mr.Gan birthday,
super tired after club..
cause friday night we sleep at 2am,
and he saturday woke up at 6am and me 8am
cause of work and dance class..

And today afternoon we went to mid valley makan breakfast
and go carrefour get something,
evening back to home watch DVD..
Feel like long time no be like this already..

Sometimes i do really feel good and warm to be with him =)

Is time to sleep now..
Good Night *Hug*

- S i c k -

Get sick already..
Last friday early morning stomach not well..
Then ah t0i bring me go see doctor after breakfast,
doctor say is Gastric.. =(

Saturday night went puchong there shabu shabu with ah t0i and ms lam them,
after that thought movie but cant get ticket,
so just went mid jusco buy something..
On the way home in car cause of some topic argue again..
I really hate like this..
Always act nothing to settle the argument..

The next day me start cough then flu and headache..
*suffer..*
Until today, still the same..
Feel my body getting weak, especially head part..

And this few day he keep busy and busy,
he like last time again no report and etc..
And me confuse again, angry or be understanding..
*argh..*
Finally we talk last night..
But both in sleepy mood, so i dont know the result/solution also..
I keep ask myself to be positive mind,
maybe plus me sick i need care..
but................
*positive mind pls*
I dont know..

Finally i resign and get a new job at tmn desa there..
Everything will be difference..
Wish me luck..

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 22 -

Bad weekend..Cause argue with him..
But last weekend also is Zen Big Day..Zen嫁啦!! *haha..*
So last weekend also can say is busy about zen wedding stuff..
Friday night went her house dinner and also meeting with others 'Ji Mui' about saturday morning stuff..Saturday 8something reach her place and prepare everything..
Roy and his friend reach at 930am something and we start our GAMES..
*too bad..i have no time to take camera taka photo*
All the thing done at Zen place is around 11am then we move to Roy place,
i meet a girl she older than me 12 years but we nice to talk also =)
Really nice to meet her..She named Lisa..Took quite lot photo with her but is her camera..Hope than she will mail me those photo..
Roy there done at 1pm something then we move to PJ for church wedding..
1st time attend church wedding, quite interested..
The feel not bad, quite romance and touch...
All the thing done at 4pm something and me reach home at 5pm something..

And about that fella he friday work at early morning 5something and finish work at saturday 11am something, means he no sleep at all..Of cause when he home sleep like a pig..
Then why we argue? Cause of he not enough sleep and not control his temper...
*argh...* Don't like it..Keep ask me dont expect him to do this or that..Damn angry when heard that word! Expect expect EXPECT!!!!! fck off!! Hate it..

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 21 -

Last friday went tropicana city watch movie again..
He finished work come back at 6something,
back to his place dinner 1st then go there early walk awhile..
Movie start at 9.20pm, so we walk around he looking wireless laser mouse and me keep looking dress and etc..Someone dont allow me to shopping anymore, cause CNY over spend.. =(
Keep walk around dont know why walk into The Body Shop =p
And dont know why get this already.. Hahaha.......

Half from him.. =D Thanks Dar..

The next day wake up, ah t0i cook tom yam yee mee for me as break fast =)
me order last night before sleep =p cause that day steamboat still left some food..

After breakfast then follow him go work, but kena tipu again..
Like doing nothing over there again and no wifi, from 12something until 5something..
Back home bath then go Sunway Pyramid at 8pm walk awhile bought something for my laptop and get cute sticker =p

Monkey and Bunny.. =)

After that thought go clubbing but suddenly dont have the mood to go,
so take photo at his place and watch Dragon Ball..


CNY ended le..Back to work and myself fat already too.. =(
Need to work hard at dance class to earn more money and keep fit!!!