Tuesday, March 30, 2010

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 24 -

Last few week keep sick then went to do body check..
Get the report already..
Phew....Lucky dont have any big Problem..

But got few part need to take care :
1) cholesterol abit high
cannot eat so much prawn and egg =(
both also is my fav.
2) blood pressure abit low
need to rest more..
3) calcium not really enough
need to take more milk
but i dont drink milk
then doc say can take soya or CHEESE =D
so i can eat more cheese cake! *haha*
4) why will always headache cause of
weather no good blood pressure abit low and im tension *LoL*
need to let myself relax, dont be so stress..
tension?!
when ah t0i heard doc say this he want to laugh also..
wondering where is my tension come from?
cause of online play game it make me feel tension!? *haha..*

Last week not really feel good,
cause always argue with him again..
Sometimes he really make me feel so tired..
Cause always need me to repeat again and again..
And sometimes the way he talk to me or say to me make me feel sad also,
like his heart dont have me, im not that important..
But i know he is fighting for his future,
but cant just left me like this..
I want you to BALANCE it..

That day cousin ask me May wanna go Redang or not..
ah t0i also ok with it..
yeah..... can go there relax and take more picture =D



Friday, March 19, 2010

- Is Sick Again -

Sick again.. =(
Keep not feeling well headache dizzy faint vomit..
Finally went to do body check up,
need to wait one week for the result..

Headache about my dance class again,
last night is my first aerobic class..Not that good..
I feel failed to teach aerobic...
Need to do more practice on it.. =(

This two day keep sweet with him at first argue as ending..
Why? What happen?
Everytime also cause of some small matter..
Is he still not understand me or me too lau gai?
Sigh.....
Keep thinking a solution way..
Wanna talk nicely..Feel like we got different mind...
He dont deal with me, i dont like his way..
Dont want to keep like this, so what can i do is shut not to lau gai..
But can i hold it? not to lau gai?
Maybe i too sticky....
I dont know what to do..
Speechless...
But just want you to know i care about you..

Monday, March 15, 2010

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 23 -

Is mid night now,
heavy rain outside,
and me
on his bed with my laptop and wireless mouse :D
Doing my thing..

What am i doing?
Facebook..
Blog-ing..
Searching nice thing around.. :D

And ah t0i at aside doing his editing work, *haha..*
so pity...

This week time feel like pass so fast,
last few day got back the bad feeling,
like those negative mind and etc..
But finally today he give me some warm..

We club at saturday night cause of Mr.Gan birthday,
super tired after club..
cause friday night we sleep at 2am,
and he saturday woke up at 6am and me 8am
cause of work and dance class..

And today afternoon we went to mid valley makan breakfast
and go carrefour get something,
evening back to home watch DVD..
Feel like long time no be like this already..

Sometimes i do really feel good and warm to be with him =)

Is time to sleep now..
Good Night *Hug*

Thursday, March 11, 2010

- S i c k -

Get sick already..
Last friday early morning stomach not well..
Then ah t0i bring me go see doctor after breakfast,
doctor say is Gastric.. =(

Saturday night went puchong there shabu shabu with ah t0i and ms lam them,
after that thought movie but cant get ticket,
so just went mid jusco buy something..
On the way home in car cause of some topic argue again..
I really hate like this..
Always act nothing to settle the argument..

The next day me start cough then flu and headache..
*suffer..*
Until today, still the same..
Feel my body getting weak, especially head part..

And this few day he keep busy and busy,
he like last time again no report and etc..
And me confuse again, angry or be understanding..
*argh..*
Finally we talk last night..
But both in sleepy mood, so i dont know the result/solution also..
I keep ask myself to be positive mind,
maybe plus me sick i need care..
but................
*positive mind pls*
I dont know..

Finally i resign and get a new job at tmn desa there..
Everything will be difference..
Wish me luck..

Monday, March 1, 2010

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 22 -

Bad weekend..Cause argue with him..
But last weekend also is Zen Big Day..Zen嫁啦!! *haha..*
So last weekend also can say is busy about zen wedding stuff..
Friday night went her house dinner and also meeting with others 'Ji Mui' about saturday morning stuff..Saturday 8something reach her place and prepare everything..
Roy and his friend reach at 930am something and we start our GAMES..
*too bad..i have no time to take camera taka photo*
All the thing done at Zen place is around 11am then we move to Roy place,
i meet a girl she older than me 12 years but we nice to talk also =)
Really nice to meet her..She named Lisa..Took quite lot photo with her but is her camera..Hope than she will mail me those photo..
Roy there done at 1pm something then we move to PJ for church wedding..
1st time attend church wedding, quite interested..
The feel not bad, quite romance and touch...
All the thing done at 4pm something and me reach home at 5pm something..

And about that fella he friday work at early morning 5something and finish work at saturday 11am something, means he no sleep at all..Of cause when he home sleep like a pig..
Then why we argue? Cause of he not enough sleep and not control his temper...
*argh...* Don't like it..Keep ask me dont expect him to do this or that..Damn angry when heard that word! Expect expect EXPECT!!!!! fck off!! Hate it..