- S o r r y -

Sorry..
Sorry to my ah t0i darling...
This time is dear's fault..
I never control well,
i should not be like that make you worry..
Promise next time when i lau gai angry also will wait for you k? =D

This week he really busy with his work,
even weekend too...
In his busy week our relationship getting cold also,
cause we never really contact..
Only got some sms as report like that..
Don't like it..But no choice...
Last nite he only get some time come over my place dinner,
steamboat with my family..
That also is my house first time make steamboat dinner..
Aiyah...Forgot take some picture tim.. *ishk*
When he come then me faster ask him sunday working ant,
the ans is yes...Feel down and abit angry with it..
So start showing face and lau gai..
Then our arguement start again................
This time me really make dar angry and disappointed..
Sorry dar......

- R u b b i s h -

Is myself problem again? I think yes.....

I really find no way out,

feel abit suffer with it..

Can i tell?

But i'm not giving pressure..

Just wanna tell out let you know..

This week you really busy there,

You say you wan to talk..

But we have no time to talk..

This morning you realize that my sms getting bad,

short,sound fu hin and like dislike sms..

I feel abit warm, cause you realize it..

All that also cause of you...

I just follow.....

Cause of you busy, we seldom contact..

We getting cold too..

If i tell you this kind of thing,

you sure say that i'm giving pressure not support..

So should i? *argh..*

Weekend again...

Wanna ask how's the plan or will busy again or etc also wonder,

Waiting you to tell?

Sigh........I don't know what myself wanna to write also..

THE END..

- R a n d o m M o o d -

Why today everything like go slow?

Make me feel slow too...

What is my mood now?

Don't know...Maybe empty..

What my mind thinking?

Something, Someone..

Or maybe empty too..

What i want to do?

Don't know...

Why me empty also write?

Don't know too...

Why nightmare this few night?

Maybe think too much...

What my heart feel last few days?
'Jealousy heart'
I hate my jealousy heart, it make me feel uncomfortable..

- M o o d R e p o r t # 1 -

Last night after work straight away go studio practice dance,

we have to hurry up to done the dance so everything we go fast..

When we practice a turning step side to side that time

one of my partner suddenly fall down on floor hurt her knee also..

Ouch!!! Her knee's bone break it move to aside..

She damn geng! Move it back by herself...arhhh......Pain ah..

After she go see doctor and tell us bad news that she have to rest,

can't continue join the competition.. *sigh...*

Wasted..She a good dancer...

After practice ah t0i come pick up me and bring me go kepong dinner, (actually he want go there get stuff from his producer so bring me there dinner too)

We go Kepong Food Court there makan dinner, go there me sure will order this food..

CHEESE HOTDOG!! My favorite =p

Last time this food court is at kuchai lama,

so can eat always and anytime..

Somemore is made by my friend PC's aunty..

So go with him can got free cheese hotdog n uncle bob chicken eat..

But now move to kepong there already.. =( Quite far..

All the food in the Food Court is not bad quite nice 1,

so once i go there sure wanna eat alot thing..Want eat this and that...Ah t0i ask me to behave don't lose control =D *hahaha...*

Cause still on diet to slim down for the dance competition.. =p

So in the end me order a korean pork rice and 2 cheese hotdog *muahaha..*

Today me lunch with my parents also,

today made them at downstair wait me around 40min..

Cause before me want out boss ask me help him done 3 booklet,

*argh..* my heart was thinking 'shit..sure cant out on time already..' So end up me used 40min to done that 3 booklet.. (-_-'')

My dad face black black already when i get into car..

Lucky he understand it is my job...

So this is my lunch!!

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 3 -

Yeah....Last weekend me finally can sleep bao bao!!
Sleep till 11something only wake up =D
Cause me hurt my knee so cant really dance so my saturday morning class cancel.. Next week cannot like this already, have to work hard go class..
Saturday after wake up follow ah t0i go PRS casting,
stay till 4something then go studio, then home and yam cha and sleep..
Sunday sleep till ard 12pm also don't feel like want to wake up keep sleeping, then get a warm hug hug only awake =p
then ah t0i bring me go Brickfields eat breakfast..
Nice..I like to eat, next time take a picture and post it.. =)
After that follow ah t0i go out with his producer them..
They suddenly say wan go snooker so me just can follow..
That place cold and is smoking area so make my nose suffer, and make my eyes tired..When we going back that time me and ah t0i got some arguement again..
'same' thing..This time to choose to me slient,
cause me should not be like that too.....


And today one of my friend write me this..
I felt it so meaningfull..

'when 2 person first to get to know each other,
they see the nice side of each other;
when they start fall in, they see the best side of each other;
when they together, they see the real side of each other
when they hav misunderstand, they see the ugly side of each other;
when they are out of relation, they miss the nice side of each other where they first met. '

- M a l u + P a i n !!! -

=( argh.........Bad Luck!!
don't know why so bad luck, very 'lun chun'..
maybe keep thinking while walking out to get my lunch,
suddenly fall down PK on road.. =(
damn malu and pain!! cause fall down on the road there,
i think alot people saw it..
but i just can act like nothing fast fast stand up go aside..
faster check my hands and legs got bleeding or not,
cause i feel very pain after get up..
hands just got scratch not that deep so no bleeding,
legs never check cause still feel malu so fast fast go get food and leave..
Back to office go toilet wash hands and clean it,
then pull my pant up and see its bleeding... *swt*
Today me wear that pants quite long is cover my knee,
who know still get hurt bleeding somemore.. (= =')
My pants also got a small hole there.. *argh....*
PAIN ah!! Long time no this kind of feeling already,
after fall down feel myself like those little girl just learn how to walk and fall down.. *LoL...*
Tonight don't know still can go class or not,
cause pain..But i don't want cancel my class also...
How??? Anyone can help me? =(

He said me not support him and giving him pressure again..

Am i ? Maybe...

So sorry...I'm trying...

- S o m e M e m o r y -

Today like usual, me nothing do in office..
Just online do searching for called list,
and SAME! On msn and facebook.. *hehe...*
Usually me on facebook also is log in those game me like to play,
be 8, see anyone update new picture or not..
So me accidentally click in and saw some sweet wedding photo,
is upload by a senior..Feel so happy and surprise,
cause long time no contact with them already..
Miss them sooooo....They is me in secondary school 1st year cheerleading senior..
Now few of them get married and got their baby already,
from their picture i can feel that their happiness..
Don't why really happy meet back them at facebook there,
maybe last time in school they very sayang me
(that year me 14th, little girl =p)
They treat me as their little sister..
All the memory flashing back in my mind...