- A Talk / An Answer -

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really speechless...

i tried to clear my mind the whole day today,

i feel im stuck there..

feel like my heart got alot question mark there..

feel like waiting a talk and need an answer...

but don't have...

even just now after class dinner with friend and him,

but never really talk..

until send me home also never talk about it...

thought after share my feeling with a girl friend will feel better,

but not really......

this time it make me think back alot thing,

alot unhappy memory...

i want try to just ignore it, but..........

i feel like need an answer or something...

or maybe just a talk....but he choose to ignore it..

maybe he ignore it cause don't want argue or etc..

he want me forget it too...

im trying..........

but..............

now my feeling is from angry to sad,

from sad to feel hurt,

from hurt to scare,

from scare to disappointed...

now all mix together....

i don't know he will read my blog or not..

if he do read my blog maybe he will feel me fan or etc,

maybe will make he feel 'fan gam' on me..

or etc........

i really don't know............