- C o m p e t i t i o n -

Tomorrow!! Competition!!
Last night practice till around 12am..
After practice home really tired, especially my leg..
Me still can't get the bra i need, argh!!!
It make me feel so fan, and make me feel rush too..
Cause tomorrow is the competition, morning 8am have to go studio,9am have to reach the place (TTDI Hall)..
Today need to work, night got class at 730pm till 930pm..
Really no time go buy, also cause of this abit ngmm song with ah t0i,cause last night call him ask for help and etc..
And me everytime got show performance or competition me also will rush, feel pressure..
But he don't know, so keep ask me what i rush and etc..
So make me feel so angry at the moment... *sigh..*
Keep thinking day take half day leave? Or night cancel class?
Like two also not work...So end up is me day try to back early abit,
Night cancel one class..So take some time go get it..
Hope everything will be fine and smooth...

About make-up also is my another problem..
Thought ask help from one of my partner,
cause she learn make-up before..quite pro..
But i scare she no time for me,
so i find mr charlene help me.. *hee..*
She say ok also, but me have to wake up at 6am..

The competition time quite weird, maybe alot dance gruop..
9am to 11am : Jamming Session
11am to 1pm : Rehearsal
1pm to 6pm : Competition
Dont know what time is our group le?

Wish me luck ya!!!
*hug*

- W e e k l y R e p o r t # 4 -

Saturday me really busy, really never stop from morning until night..
Morning me woke up at 830am, cause class at 9am to 11am,
After class find ms lam then we go mid have our breakfast and buy present for my niece, Until 3pm then back to studio practice hard for me this coming saturday dance competiton,5something finished practice get back home thought can online rest while, suddenly get called from mr gan said come my house help me clean my diamond water machine of cause I have to stay beside him chat with him, cause is F.O.C),After he done already 6something then I have to get ready for go out dinner with ms lam, ms loh and mr choo..No time online also... T.T
We decide go Look Out Point there have our dinner (9something) we finished dinner at 10something all eat till very full so don't feel like go anywhere yam cha already, then me back to mr t0i house..ah t0i cause of got shoot at morning until 9something so never join us dinner and wait me at home, after done bath and everything then sleep at 12something...
Really tired, and also can say is a busy day for me..

The next day me sleep till 10am, but never wake up,
is keep lying on bed until 11something =p
Then only wake up bath change and get ready go my niece birthday party..
Stay there until 3something then go mid wanna get something,
but walk till me sien already also cant get the thing I wan...
But I get something from ah t0i =p is a bottle... *hehe..*
And ah t0i do something on it =D So I like it...
Wanna get few more cause ah t0i want me to change all the bottle me using now, cause is time to change already...



This saturday 29th august is the competiton le,
hope everything go smooth.. I work hard to keep fit one month,
got some result but.......spoil it..cause of pxxxxd,
will make my tummy fat and big.. *argh.. * kek hei...

My office computer cant online ah!!!
from last week wednesday until this monday!!!
Omg....Help!! No internet in office really sien and cham...
At first is cause of internet down so cant online,
but now I wondering izzit my boss block the internet already.. T.T
*sob sob*

- S a d / P a i n -

Last night he really tired..very tired...

I feel that he tired stress on everything...

Last night they cause of some problem argue again..

Last night he release all the thing he keep in heart to his family..

Finally........But he get hurt too..

Cause they don't understand his status and his job...

I saw he so down and sad I feel so useless, can't help anything...

And don't know what to say......

What I can do is give him a warm hug be by his side,

let him know that he still got me to support him..

But me wanna say sorry to him again..

Cause last time me just like his family, keep complain and lau gai..

Sorry.....I giving pressure too..So sorry...

He today still in the tired mood, I quite worry too...

Worry he keep all the thing to himself only,

I wish he share all the thing with me...

I keep tried my best to tam him smile and talk with him,

but he still the same, sound so tired...

I know he wanna calm down alone by himself,

but my heart really worry wanna stay beside him and accompany him...

So my heart really confuse....

Saw he so tired of it and sad, I feel sad too...

Saw him like this my tears lose control drop out,

feel so useless can't help anything just know how to cry...

'Mr.Lee...In my heart you are my super ah t0i Hero,

protact me, sayang me, care me, be ah t0i make me smile and etc,

I appreciate it.. =) '

But tonight he still in bad/tired mood ..

Even talk to me also don't have the mood,

I know he want me to leave him alone but my heart like.......

I'm as his girl friend so i should be by his side accompany him =(

Worry so.............

Really hope that he can feel better soon....

- H e l l o / W e i -

*Phone Ringing*
'Some people want it all, But i don't want nothing at all.
If it ain't you baby, If I ain't got you baby~~'

Answer :

'Wei....'

'Hello....'

'Yes?' =D

Lately my phone keep rang this song.. =)

Is him calling... *hehe..*

Finally.. =D

Finally we change our line already..

After change the line and phone plan we talk every day..

This is what I want to keep contact..

But he lazy down sms again..

Can not like this,

cause we got UNLIMITED FREE CALL

and UNLIMITED SMS..

Remember it ah t0i..

- S o r r y -

Sorry..
Sorry to my ah t0i darling...
This time is dear's fault..
I never control well,
i should not be like that make you worry..
Promise next time when i lau gai angry also will wait for you k? =D

This week he really busy with his work,
even weekend too...
In his busy week our relationship getting cold also,
cause we never really contact..
Only got some sms as report like that..
Don't like it..But no choice...
Last nite he only get some time come over my place dinner,
steamboat with my family..
That also is my house first time make steamboat dinner..
Aiyah...Forgot take some picture tim.. *ishk*
When he come then me faster ask him sunday working ant,
the ans is yes...Feel down and abit angry with it..
So start showing face and lau gai..
Then our arguement start again................
This time me really make dar angry and disappointed..
Sorry dar......

- R u b b i s h -

Is myself problem again? I think yes.....

I really find no way out,

feel abit suffer with it..

Can i tell?

But i'm not giving pressure..

Just wanna tell out let you know..

This week you really busy there,

You say you wan to talk..

But we have no time to talk..

This morning you realize that my sms getting bad,

short,sound fu hin and like dislike sms..

I feel abit warm, cause you realize it..

All that also cause of you...

I just follow.....

Cause of you busy, we seldom contact..

We getting cold too..

If i tell you this kind of thing,

you sure say that i'm giving pressure not support..

So should i? *argh..*

Weekend again...

Wanna ask how's the plan or will busy again or etc also wonder,

Waiting you to tell?

Sigh........I don't know what myself wanna to write also..

THE END..

- R a n d o m M o o d -

Why today everything like go slow?

Make me feel slow too...

What is my mood now?

Don't know...Maybe empty..

What my mind thinking?

Something, Someone..

Or maybe empty too..

What i want to do?

Don't know...

Why me empty also write?

Don't know too...

Why nightmare this few night?

Maybe think too much...

What my heart feel last few days?
'Jealousy heart'
I hate my jealousy heart, it make me feel uncomfortable..